so i literally spent an hour looking for the ONE key to my toolbox only to realize it was in my hand the entire time like how is that even possible, am i okay? honestly, if there was an award for finding new ways to make myself look like a complete idiot, i would be winning it hands down.
so i was at the grocery store and caught myself staring at a can of beans for five minutes, just realizing how great it is that i finally have enough for the whole week. then a lady asked if i needed help, and i laughed cause the truth is i just spent my last 10 bucks on sentimental value not even thinking about a real meal.
sometimes i wonder if my patients from back home think about me at all, or if they even know i traded a stethoscope for a delivery bag and that no one asks about my dreams anymore.
sometimes i wonder if my patients from back home think about me at all, or if they even know i traded a stethoscope for a delivery bag and that no one asks about my dreams anymore.
i know i should be there for her but some days i just wish i could be anywhere else like taking a train and never coming back. ये सब बकवास मेरे लिए बहुत मुश्किल है, समझ नहीं आता क्या करूं।