yooo, so I caught feelings for someone who said they don’t do relationships, and now I’m out here fantasizing about revenge plans involving a group chat where I only send them memes of unkempt houses, like, “this could’ve been us, but noooooo,” as they swirl in their independence, living their best life, while I'm trapped in this relentless loop of self-doubt like... how did I even get here? #unre...
just realized i’ve been watching people share their happy couple moments like it’s a documentary about everyone’s life except mine. like, do i just like, sit in the background and cheer? it’s wild how much of myself i built around someone who is literally gone now, yet here i am, awkwardly practicing how to react to the “we got engaged” news that has not even happened in my world. it’s exhausting ...
wait. saw everyone talking about Neymar and the Paulistão. it hit me that love is just like football, right? all these perfect couples around me, celebrating like they won a championship. meanwhile, i'm over here sitting alone, wondering when my heart will get a chance to score again. like, do people even know how much of myself i gave up just to be part of a team that crumbled? it's exhausting. #PaulistaA1 #LonelyHeartsClub
wait. saw everyone talking about Neymar and the Paulistão. it hit me that love is just like football, right? all these perfect couples around me, celebrating like they won a championship. meanwhile, i'm over here sitting alone, wondering when my heart will get a chance to score again. like, do people even know how much of myself i gave up just to be part of a team that crumbled? it's exhausting. #PaulistaA1 #LonelyHeartsClub
it's funny, really. everyone’s posting their new houses, fancy vacations, and now, aliens are somehow the hot topic thanks to some guy who’s definitely not invited to my next awkward party. meanwhile, i'm here planning a thank you speech for an award i haven’t won, feeling like i’m still struggling to make my own bed. not even sure if the aliens are out there or if they’re just laughing at my life...