WhisperDog

Rants: हर दिन उस आईटी ऑफिस में बैठा रहना पागल बना देता है, पर घर वाले समझते नहीं। बस इं…

just checked my bank account and the balance is too low to get that essential oil diffuser i wanted for my room, my mind keeps going back to that week at the end of the month when i have to decide between groceries and the internet bill, i feel like i was always chasing something but now it just feels like a loop of stress.

so my back's been on strike since that incident at work and somehow workers comp decided to pack up and leave just like my ability to pick up anything heavier than a feather — but hey, at least my hospital bills are really stacking up, so there's that silver lining, right?

हर दिन उस आईटी ऑफिस में बैठा रहना पागल बना देता है, पर घर वाले समझते नहीं। बस इंजीनियरिंग की डिग्री के लिए इतनी मेहनत की और अब मैं ये नहीं कर सकता।

हर दिन उस आईटी ऑफिस में बैठा रहना पागल बना देता है, पर घर वाले समझते नहीं। बस इंजीनियरिंग की डिग्री के लिए इतनी मेहनत की और अब मैं ये नहीं कर सकता।

it is so strange to think about how i used to love to go to the library for hours, and now the thought of stepping inside makes my stomach twist like what even happened to that place where i felt so at home, now it just feels like another reminder of all the things i never quite managed to hold onto, even just wandering through aisles of books but never pulling anything off the shelf, like i lost ...