yaar, matlab samjho na, mujhe laga tha ye medical test sab kuch barbaad kar dega lekin jab results aaye, toh pata chala sab normal hai, literally cant believe it, sab kuch itna achha kaise ho gaya, ab thoda sa chain mil gaya hai, ghar wale samjh te nahi.
woke up this morning with a weird knot in my stomach, checked my bank account and it felt like a punch in the gut. just realized my old gym membership is still on autopay and thats like a meal i can’t afford this week, stupid mistake but here we are.
yaar, matlab samjho na, when the caste thing came out at work it felt like a ghost town, nobody invited me for coffee anymore and i just sit in my tiny apartment wondering why the promotion emails only go to my colleagues who are winning, they do team lunches and i sit here with my bhindi sabzi, जब कि सब जानते हैं, और कोई समझता नहीं
yaar, matlab samjho na, when the caste thing came out at work it felt like a ghost town, nobody invited me for coffee anymore and i just sit in my tiny apartment wondering why the promotion emails only go to my colleagues who are winning, they do team lunches and i sit here with my bhindi sabzi, जब कि सब जानते हैं, और कोई समझता नहीं
saw an old friend post about their promotion today while i am here in my tiny apartment trying to stretch my paycheck to the end of the month, and it hit me like a brick that they have no idea how hard it is for me just to get by while they are busy planning vacations and buying new furniture. like, we were supposed to be in this together and now it feels like i am still stuck while everyone else ...