life feels heavy when you look through your contacts and only see names that remind you of what you lost, koi samajhta nahi how it feels to scroll through and just... feel so alone, like where did everyone go. कभी कभी बस एक txt भी भेज दूँ, पर क्या बताऊँ, कुछ कहना ही नहीं है
yaar, literally just sat down after a long day, staring at my tiny studio apartment and thinking how my friends are getting promotions and traveling while I am stuck earning the same salary and honestly struggling to even pay my bills, घर वाले समझते नहीं, unki baat alag hoti hai, har baat pe unko kya karna hai ye padhai mein perfect karna hai kyunki sab kuch mujhe best banana hai.
just sat down to pay the bills and checked my account, saw i barely have enough to cover the electric bill this month, and all i can think about is how i need new shoes because these are literally falling apart and somehow i am now worried about having to choose between light or not looking like a total mess, great choices.
just sat down to pay the bills and checked my account, saw i barely have enough to cover the electric bill this month, and all i can think about is how i need new shoes because these are literally falling apart and somehow i am now worried about having to choose between light or not looking like a total mess, great choices.
घर वाले समझते नहीं, एक दिन मेरी शादी के लिए मुझे जैसे कोई बकरी बेच रहा हो ऐसा लगा और मैं सिर्फ खड़ी थी सोचते सोचते कि ये सब क्यों होना चाहिए.