yaar, literally just sat down after a long day, staring at my tiny studio apartment and thinking how my friends are getting promotions and traveling while I am stuck earning the same salary and honestly struggling to even pay my bills, घर वाले समझते नहीं, unki baat alag hoti hai, har baat pe unko kya karna hai ye padhai mein perfect karna hai kyunki sab kuch mujhe best banana hai.
just sat down to pay the bills and checked my account, saw i barely have enough to cover the electric bill this month, and all i can think about is how i need new shoes because these are literally falling apart and somehow i am now worried about having to choose between light or not looking like a total mess, great choices.
घर वाले समझते नहीं, एक दिन मेरी शादी के लिए मुझे जैसे कोई बकरी बेच रहा हो ऐसा लगा और मैं सिर्फ खड़ी थी सोचते सोचते कि ये सब क्यों होना चाहिए.
घर वाले समझते नहीं, एक दिन मेरी शादी के लिए मुझे जैसे कोई बकरी बेच रहा हो ऐसा लगा और मैं सिर्फ खड़ी थी सोचते सोचते कि ये सब क्यों होना चाहिए.
i thought i had plenty of time to get things together but now my fridge is almost empty and i just want to eat something that's not a can of soup but can't even think about grocery shopping right now. sitting here looking at my sad little leftovers while the world outside is bright and full of food and happiness feels just… unfair, you know?