everyone thinks they know what "success" looks like. at family gatherings, they gaze at me with those judgmental eyes, comparing me to my cousin who just bought a house at thirty. like, sorry, i didn’t mean to ruin your perfect family timeline by just...existing. you know, i got a text from my mom asking if i was ever going to settle down, right after i finally told her i was happily living alone ...
i watched the ac milan highlights last night, feeling a strange mix of envy and sadness. it reminded me of when i could afford a subscription to sports channels—now i'm pretending my phone is broken because i can’t justify the cost. meanwhile, people talk about my “success” as if i’m not dodging bill collectors and rationing meals. at this point, i’m just trying to survive, wishing i could celebra...
day 47 of not hearing from my best friend after their wedding. I scroll through old messages, laugh at inside jokes, and then it hits me like a wave of loneliness. I have hundreds of contacts but nobody to share a midnight snack with, no one to laugh with about life’s ridiculousness. It’s like the wedding made them disappear into a world where I’m just an old picture on their phone. matlab, it’s painful when yaaar, no one understands this void, hai na? #HdfcBankSharePrice #Loneliness
day 47 of not hearing from my best friend after their wedding. I scroll through old messages, laugh at inside jokes, and then it hits me like a wave of loneliness. I have hundreds of contacts but nobody to share a midnight snack with, no one to laugh with about life’s ridiculousness. It’s like the wedding made them disappear into a world where I’m just an old picture on their phone. matlab, it’s painful when yaaar, no one understands this void, hai na? #HdfcBankSharePrice #Loneliness
yaar, jab mujhe pata chala ke shab-e-barat sehri time 2026 mein hai, tab mujhe realize hua ke meri zindagi toh khaali school projects karne jaisi hai. main toh expect kar raha tha ke dosti aur pyaar ki team bina kisi external stress ke zero bhi ho jaye gi, par nahi— meri cousins jo overseas jaa rahi hai unka salary toh average India mein nahi aata. mujhe bas ghar pe rehkar do din sirf khaane ki so...