yar, matlab samjho na, everyone thinks my family is rolling in money because we send some back home. लेकिन असली कहानी ये है कि मैं यहाँ रोज़ maggi खाकर गुज़ारा कर रहा हूँ, और झूठ बोल रहा हूँ कि सब ठीक है। घर वाले समझते नहीं, सिर्फ चमचमाते चेहरे और मेहमानों के सामने दिखावा। कभी कभी लगता है, क्या यही था वो सपना? ये इमारतें, ये खर्चे... सब कुछ सिर्फ façade है। #Ramadan #LifeChoices
it's 2am and i'm sitting on my bathroom floor with a half-eaten box of stale crackers because i just realized the snack budget i didn't think was real is actually on life support. it's wild how everyone sees me as the "put-together" one while my credit card statement feels like it's holding a secret funeral for my self-worth, and... i just found out that "unexpected expense" is my new favorite phr...
it's not that i trusted the process, it's just... honestly, every time the weather shifts, i think this is it. i’ll finally wake up and everything will make sense, you know? but then i step outside and feel the cold, just like how my hopes for a better job turned bitter, and i’m left thinking, “why did i even bother?” now there’s this freeze coming, and honestly, it feels like a metaphor for how stuck i am. maybe tomorrow's weather will clear, but i honestly can’t shake the dread that nothing will change for me. #明天的天氣 #lifeanxieties
it's not that i trusted the process, it's just... honestly, every time the weather shifts, i think this is it. i’ll finally wake up and everything will make sense, you know? but then i step outside and feel the cold, just like how my hopes for a better job turned bitter, and i’m left thinking, “why did i even bother?” now there’s this freeze coming, and honestly, it feels like a metaphor for how stuck i am. maybe tomorrow's weather will clear, but i honestly can’t shake the dread that nothing will change for me. #明天的天氣 #lifeanxieties
literal same yaar, watching all these players like Auqib Nabi shining and achieving goals, meanwhile, I can’t even achieve a balanced meal in a week. kisi ko pata nahi, but my stress is on a different level. everybody thinks I'm fine and 'adulting' successfully, but honestly, I’m just a master of pretending. I mean, I’m juggling between “hey, life is great” and “how will I pay my next bill?” It’s ...