it's 2am and i'm sitting on my bathroom floor with a half-eaten box of stale crackers because i just realized the snack budget i didn't think was real is actually on life support. it's wild how everyone sees me as the "put-together" one while my credit card statement feels like it's holding a secret funeral for my self-worth, and... i just found out that "unexpected expense" is my new favorite phr...
it's not that i trusted the process, it's just... honestly, every time the weather shifts, i think this is it. i’ll finally wake up and everything will make sense, you know? but then i step outside and feel the cold, just like how my hopes for a better job turned bitter, and i’m left thinking, “why did i even bother?” now there’s this freeze coming, and honestly, it feels like a metaphor for how s...
literal same yaar, watching all these players like Auqib Nabi shining and achieving goals, meanwhile, I can’t even achieve a balanced meal in a week. kisi ko pata nahi, but my stress is on a different level. everybody thinks I'm fine and 'adulting' successfully, but honestly, I’m just a master of pretending. I mean, I’m juggling between “hey, life is great” and “how will I pay my next bill?” It’s exhausting honestly. #AuqibNabi #adultingishard
literal same yaar, watching all these players like Auqib Nabi shining and achieving goals, meanwhile, I can’t even achieve a balanced meal in a week. kisi ko pata nahi, but my stress is on a different level. everybody thinks I'm fine and 'adulting' successfully, but honestly, I’m just a master of pretending. I mean, I’m juggling between “hey, life is great” and “how will I pay my next bill?” It’s exhausting honestly. #AuqibNabi #adultingishard
i keep hearing about these flights from cagliari to milan for newborns, and honestly, it stings. it’s like my career is just one long layover at a terrible airport. gave someone a second chance at work, thinking they’d finally pull it together, but they’re just flying off to help someone else’s project while my ideas gather dust. maybe i should have booked a one-way ticket out of this place instea...