i literally spent three hours reorganizing my sock drawer because somehow matching socks became the new meaning of life and my spouse casually mentioned that mismatched ones were “character,” so now my whole sock philosophy is in question and i do not even know if i should throw them out or wear them proudly like a badge of honor.
i saw this really beautiful plant in the store and thought about how i can't even keep my current one alive but yaar, matlab samjho na, 500 rupees toh bohot hai mere liye aaj kal. कहीं तो बचत करनी है लेकिन जब इतना देखता हूँ, तो समझ ही नहीं आता क्यूँ लगता है ज़िन्दगी में इतनी मुश्किलें हैं।
just got to the point where i literally cannot even make a cup of coffee without feeling like everything is too loud and bright, how do people just act like nothing happened. like i walk through my own house and it feels like a ghost town and i just miss everything so much but nobody even asks anymore.
just got to the point where i literally cannot even make a cup of coffee without feeling like everything is too loud and bright, how do people just act like nothing happened. like i walk through my own house and it feels like a ghost town and i just miss everything so much but nobody even asks anymore.
sometimes i think about how much time i spend organizing my closet while knowing there are things in my life that could use that attention too, like friendships or... anything really. but i just keep folding shirts instead of reaching out to people, like it matters more or something.