exhaled today because that old friend i thought i’d never talk to again reached out and wow it was actually nice, i was so nervous about what would happen but i can't believe how it went from dread to this warmth and connection. life has weird twists, and today was just a reminder that not everything goes to plan but sometimes that is okay.
went to a cafe to try and clear my head and realized i couldn't remember what coffee i always order so i just stood there staring at the menu for way too long, feeling so out of place. everyone else seemed so sure and all i could think about was how dumb that made me feel.
sometimes i sit at these parties and just watch everyone drink, honestly feeling like a ghost no one sees. the truth is i wish someone would ask me why i leave, but maybe it's easier for everyone if they just think i'm boring or something.
sometimes i sit at these parties and just watch everyone drink, honestly feeling like a ghost no one sees. the truth is i wish someone would ask me why i leave, but maybe it's easier for everyone if they just think i'm boring or something.
i was just thinking about that one time i made this amazing sandwich and it felt like my whole life was going to change but then it just sat there, getting cold and sad, like me. the last bite was the worst part, and now i can’t even look at bread the same way.