so i told him what happened back then and he just had to ask what i was wearing — like it mattered, you know? scrolling through contacts and realizing all the people i thought i had a connection with are just... gone, like what do i even say now.
just got home from a dinner with friends and everyone kept talking about their amazing vacations while i sat there in my tiny studio, wondering why i can't even afford a weekend getaway. like how are they all going to the beach and i'm over here struggling to find a decent pair of shoes that fit right.
home feels so empty now, sometimes i find myself scrolling through my contacts and wondering if anyone would even notice if i just stopped reaching out. किसी ने कभी नहीं पूछा कि मैं कैसे हूँ, सिर्फ पैसे भेज दिए, और अब ये अंधेरा कितना भारी है।
home feels so empty now, sometimes i find myself scrolling through my contacts and wondering if anyone would even notice if i just stopped reaching out. किसी ने कभी नहीं पूछा कि मैं कैसे हूँ, सिर्फ पैसे भेज दिए, और अब ये अंधेरा कितना भारी है।
so i was at this wedding and during the toast i accidentally stood up to start clapping while the groom was literally sobbing about how he loves his wife, like what was i even thinking, my brain just blanked and then everyone was staring at me and i sat back down so fast it felt like i fell off my chair