cannot believe she actually smiled today, thought i was losing her for good, doctors called with good news and i just burst into tears, yaar, matlab samjho na, जब तक वो ठीक नहीं होती, सब कुछ अधूरा लगता है
so i told him what happened back then and he just had to ask what i was wearing — like it mattered, you know? scrolling through contacts and realizing all the people i thought i had a connection with are just... gone, like what do i even say now.
just got home from a dinner with friends and everyone kept talking about their amazing vacations while i sat there in my tiny studio, wondering why i can't even afford a weekend getaway. like how are they all going to the beach and i'm over here struggling to find a decent pair of shoes that fit right.
just got home from a dinner with friends and everyone kept talking about their amazing vacations while i sat there in my tiny studio, wondering why i can't even afford a weekend getaway. like how are they all going to the beach and i'm over here struggling to find a decent pair of shoes that fit right.
home feels so empty now, sometimes i find myself scrolling through my contacts and wondering if anyone would even notice if i just stopped reaching out. किसी ने कभी नहीं पूछा कि मैं कैसे हूँ, सिर्फ पैसे भेज दिए, और अब ये अंधेरा कितना भारी है।