i thought i was going to be stuck forever in that endless loop of regret after that awful spill at the community center but somehow they did not kick me out or even seem to care. just sitting there listening to the laughter and warmth around me was like this incredible weight just lifted and i cannot believe how wrong i was about everything crashing down.
काम पर कुछ खास नहीं होता, बस वही पुरानी बातें फिर से दोहराते हैं, और मेरी एक दोस्त ने हाल ही में अपना खुद का बिजनेस शुरू किया और हर महीने कमा रही है, और मैं अपने छोटे से अपार्टमेंट में बैठा हूँ, पेजर पे खड़ा हूँ कि कब मेरे भाग्य में कुछ अच्छा आएगा, कोई समझता नहीं...
i finally got the old couch i have been eyeing for months at the thrift store and it’s in such good shape, i honestly thought it would be destroyed by the time i got there but somehow it was still there and i feel so ridiculously happy sitting on it. the stress from worrying about finding something affordable is gone and i just cannot believe how much i love it.
i finally got the old couch i have been eyeing for months at the thrift store and it’s in such good shape, i honestly thought it would be destroyed by the time i got there but somehow it was still there and i feel so ridiculously happy sitting on it. the stress from worrying about finding something affordable is gone and i just cannot believe how much i love it.
sitting here scrolling through old photos from the summer I moved into this place—feels like yesterday, but the laughter is gone and so is the energy. found myself staring at a contact list that feels empty, like I used to have connections but now it’s just silence—kinda surreal how quickly it all changed.