i spent all this time perfecting my cereal pouring technique just to learn it means nothing when your hand does not cooperate anymore, like i literally did not know how much you need to put in just to get it right but now i am the proud owner of several bowls of milk with a side of confusion.
sometimes i think about how long it has been since i felt the sun on my skin or heard real laughter instead of whatever plays on my phone. i miss the small things that i used to take for granted, but now they feel like memories of someone else's life.
i thought i was going to be stuck forever in that endless loop of regret after that awful spill at the community center but somehow they did not kick me out or even seem to care. just sitting there listening to the laughter and warmth around me was like this incredible weight just lifted and i cannot believe how wrong i was about everything crashing down.
i thought i was going to be stuck forever in that endless loop of regret after that awful spill at the community center but somehow they did not kick me out or even seem to care. just sitting there listening to the laughter and warmth around me was like this incredible weight just lifted and i cannot believe how wrong i was about everything crashing down.
काम पर कुछ खास नहीं होता, बस वही पुरानी बातें फिर से दोहराते हैं, और मेरी एक दोस्त ने हाल ही में अपना खुद का बिजनेस शुरू किया और हर महीने कमा रही है, और मैं अपने छोटे से अपार्टमेंट में बैठा हूँ, पेजर पे खड़ा हूँ कि कब मेरे भाग्य में कुछ अच्छा आएगा, कोई समझता नहीं...