yaar, matlab samjho na, literally thought my boss would go off about the caste thing but somehow, it did not ruin anything and honestly, promotions are still on the table. घर वाले समझते नहीं, lekin ab toh bas yahi hai, main disbelief mein hoon.
i literally sat in front of my mirror for hours yesterday, wishing i could just wash off the mask, like it was some kind of make-up, but all i could think about was how nobody would ever see me without it and how that just makes me feel so small and trapped.
sat in the coffee shop today and overheard the barista talking about her vacation in europe while im sitting here in my tiny apartment struggling to cover the rent on what the gig apps pay, wondering if my next shift will even help me buy groceries.
sat in the coffee shop today and overheard the barista talking about her vacation in europe while im sitting here in my tiny apartment struggling to cover the rent on what the gig apps pay, wondering if my next shift will even help me buy groceries.
so on my birthday i tried to have a fancy meal and ended up tripping over my own feet and spilling an entire bowl of pasta on the floor. just sat there laughing and eating what i could salvage, because why not, right?