ang dami kong iniisip, naisip ko sobrang tindi ng mangyayari sa akin. tapos yung exam, 90 ako, honestly hindi ko inexpect, para akong nananabik sa magandang araw kahit anong hirap na.
yaar, matlab samjho na, literally thought my boss would go off about the caste thing but somehow, it did not ruin anything and honestly, promotions are still on the table. घर वाले समझते नहीं, lekin ab toh bas yahi hai, main disbelief mein hoon.
i literally sat in front of my mirror for hours yesterday, wishing i could just wash off the mask, like it was some kind of make-up, but all i could think about was how nobody would ever see me without it and how that just makes me feel so small and trapped.
i literally sat in front of my mirror for hours yesterday, wishing i could just wash off the mask, like it was some kind of make-up, but all i could think about was how nobody would ever see me without it and how that just makes me feel so small and trapped.
sat in the coffee shop today and overheard the barista talking about her vacation in europe while im sitting here in my tiny apartment struggling to cover the rent on what the gig apps pay, wondering if my next shift will even help me buy groceries.