just realized that every time i bring up my hobby, it turns into an investigation. my aunts and uncles gather like detectives, peppering me with questions about what i really want to do with my life. meanwhile, i just want to create something and exist without the looming weight of family expectations. but instead, i end up feeling like i need to justify my choices or risk being labeled the "disap...
you know what’s wild? watching my cousins take family vacations to Europe like, literally, it feels like I’m still trying to figure out how to make dinner without burning the kitchen down—like, is everyone else secretly rich or am I just this broken record of being left behind? I still remember when we were kids, just passing around a dollar to share a soda, and now they’re buying houses and I’m j...
day 47 of watching couples parade around like it's a festival. yaar, while everyone is swooning over players fetching millions, here I am still fetching my ex's messages in my mind like some long-lost auction item. matlab, I built so much of my life around that person, and now? now I can't even remember who I am without them. it's like my heart's in a bidding war and I'm just the spectator. #PslPlayerAuction #LostLove
day 47 of watching couples parade around like it's a festival. yaar, while everyone is swooning over players fetching millions, here I am still fetching my ex's messages in my mind like some long-lost auction item. matlab, I built so much of my life around that person, and now? now I can't even remember who I am without them. it's like my heart's in a bidding war and I'm just the spectator. #PslPlayerAuction #LostLove