no because I just realized that nobody talks about the fact I STUFF my pockets with snacks from the break room just to avoid buying lunch. like, I am definitely a PROFESSIONAL at playing it off as casual conversation while my stomach is growling louder than my self-doubt. nobody sees my bank account dwindling because I can pull off pretending I have it all together. meanwhile, I’m over here buildi...
literally just saw news about the PSL player auction. sab players ka itna hype hai, aur main yahan two years se job kar raha hoon, still trying to figure out my life. kisi ka ghar kharidne ka time aa gaya, aur main toh abhi tak basics bhi nahi afford kar pata. unki achievements dekh kar lagta hai jaise sabka life plan ready hai, aur mera bas i hope ki i don't mess up this week. kabhi kabhi sochta ...
just realized that every time i bring up my hobby, it turns into an investigation. my aunts and uncles gather like detectives, peppering me with questions about what i really want to do with my life. meanwhile, i just want to create something and exist without the looming weight of family expectations. but instead, i end up feeling like i need to justify my choices or risk being labeled the "disappointment." like, i swear, i'm not a project you can fix. #familyexpectations #selfdiscovery
just realized that every time i bring up my hobby, it turns into an investigation. my aunts and uncles gather like detectives, peppering me with questions about what i really want to do with my life. meanwhile, i just want to create something and exist without the looming weight of family expectations. but instead, i end up feeling like i need to justify my choices or risk being labeled the "disappointment." like, i swear, i'm not a project you can fix. #familyexpectations #selfdiscovery
you know what’s wild? watching my cousins take family vacations to Europe like, literally, it feels like I’m still trying to figure out how to make dinner without burning the kitchen down—like, is everyone else secretly rich or am I just this broken record of being left behind? I still remember when we were kids, just passing around a dollar to share a soda, and now they’re buying houses and I’m j...