was staring at my collection of old jars on the kitchen shelf today, like why do i keep them, wondering if my friends still remember me while they post about new promotions and vacations and here i am in my tiny apartment, working a job that barely pays my bills, looking for something that feels like success but just feeling stuck and overwhelmed by all the jars full of things i will never use and...
so apparently losing a partner and a friend group in the same month means i can now sign up for a “how to cook for one” class but all i really want is someone to help me find my sense of self in the pantry where it probably got lost under a bunch of takeout containers.
i cannot believe i just pulled off the best painting of my life after thinking i completely lost my touch. for weeks i dreaded picking up the brush again, thinking it would remind me of how bad i thought i was, but now this canvas feels like a whole new beginning.
i cannot believe i just pulled off the best painting of my life after thinking i completely lost my touch. for weeks i dreaded picking up the brush again, thinking it would remind me of how bad i thought i was, but now this canvas feels like a whole new beginning.
so i called the health insurance company to find out if my therapist would be covered after a nine-month wait and it was like getting a live demonstration of the world's longest conga line, all i wanted was clarity and i ended up just listening to hold music for forty-five minutes like i was in a wellness retreat for masochists. and when they finally answered, it was so confusing that even the dog...