watched a whole birthday party go down while i stood by the cake, smiling like a fool, and then realized i forgot to invite my own kid. spent the whole afternoon hoping no one would mention them as if somehow the empty space where they should've been wouldn't be too loud.
exhaled so hard today when the package i thought got lost showed up right on time, like i was bracing for a disaster and instead it was just this big sigh of relief. cannot believe my luck, almost makes me think all that worry was for nothing, which is wild because i was so sure things would go sideways.
literally every time i get a message from someone at work, i feel this weird pressure to respond instantly even if it does not matter at all and yaar, matlab samjho na, उस पर कोई और टोकता नहीं कि ऐसा नहीं करना चाहिए.
literally every time i get a message from someone at work, i feel this weird pressure to respond instantly even if it does not matter at all and yaar, matlab samjho na, उस पर कोई और टोकता नहीं कि ऐसा नहीं करना चाहिए.
i got laid off on a monday, badge stopped working before i finished my coffee, and then the next day the company posts record earnings like WHAT even is that, right? just feels so ridiculous and unfair to have to pretend like everything is fine when it definitely is NOT.