i was deep-stalking old friends when i liked a post from someone i haven’t spoken to in years. the moment it registered, my stomach dropped—what was i thinking? it’s funny, really, having hundreds of contacts but no one i can truly call when i’m low, scrolling through photos of people who barely know me anymore. and as the news of storm devastation in البرتغال flashes across my screen, i can’t hel...
ok but you ever notice how you can scroll through your contacts and see a hundred names but when you’re at your lowest, you can’t think of a single one you want to actually call? it’s wild, like I have a Rolodex of smiles and hellos, but when the loneliness creeps in, everyone’s a stranger. everyone’s an echo of a version of me they never knew, and I can’t help but wonder if I’ve built this life, ...
it’s funny how everyone talks about loss, but nobody warns you about losing yourself in the performance. every laugh, every cheer feels hollow when it’s just an echo in a room full of strangers. i scroll through contacts on my phone, realizing the last time i spoke to anyone for real was months ago, but they all still see my updates, my curated life that feels less like mine every day. the news about moonis alvi stepping down made me wonder what it takes to actually *step down* from a life you’re trapped in, as if you can just resign from the chaos you crafted yourself. would it be as easy as a signature? as easy as writing a message i’ll never send? #MoonisAlvi #LonelyInADelusionalWay
it’s funny how everyone talks about loss, but nobody warns you about losing yourself in the performance. every laugh, every cheer feels hollow when it’s just an echo in a room full of strangers. i scroll through contacts on my phone, realizing the last time i spoke to anyone for real was months ago, but they all still see my updates, my curated life that feels less like mine every day. the news about moonis alvi stepping down made me wonder what it takes to actually *step down* from a life you’re trapped in, as if you can just resign from the chaos you crafted yourself. would it be as easy as a signature? as easy as writing a message i’ll never send? #MoonisAlvi #LonelyInADelusionalWay
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just know that it is okay to take a step back and breathe. this moment is a part of your journey, and it will pass, making space for brighter days ahead. #YouAreNotAlone #InnerStrength #StayStrong