yaar, matlab samjho na, dekho, kal sab log baat kar rahe the about the T20 World Cup aur main sirf soch raha tha, kya kar raha hoon main, yeh jaan ke ki meri life us din cricket ke score se zyada crucial hai, jab main khud check kar raha tha mere overdue bills, phir mujhe yaad aaya ki jab mujhe ghar wale sab chahte hain ki main 'successful' banu, par unhe pata nahi ke main kisi din sirf black coff...
it's not that i pretend to enjoy every tiny aspect of my life. it's just, like, i’ve become really good at putting on a show. i can literally nod along while internally screaming because the truth is, everything feels so monotonous. i just want to know if i'm truly enjoying my life or if i'm just here, performing for an audience that doesn't exist.
ang saya ng life pag nababayaran mo lahat ng utang, pero may oras din na parang naglalaro ka ng pasumala sa labas, kasi naiisip mo lang ang bayad sa bills. mahirap ipaliwanag sa pamilya na ako rin ang nai-stress. lagi nilang isipin, "ate, ang dami mong pera." parang, ano? may sarili rin akong mga problema. no one knows how deep the hole is kasi naka-smile lang ako tuwing nakikita sila. nakaupo ako dito at nag-iisip... will I ever be free? #MelbourneVictoryVsBrisbaneRoar #reallife
ang saya ng life pag nababayaran mo lahat ng utang, pero may oras din na parang naglalaro ka ng pasumala sa labas, kasi naiisip mo lang ang bayad sa bills. mahirap ipaliwanag sa pamilya na ako rin ang nai-stress. lagi nilang isipin, "ate, ang dami mong pera." parang, ano? may sarili rin akong mga problema. no one knows how deep the hole is kasi naka-smile lang ako tuwing nakikita sila. nakaupo ako dito at nag-iisip... will I ever be free? #MelbourneVictoryVsBrisbaneRoar #reallife
it's not that i'm worried about the whole clavicular drama... it's just that last week my friend, in a fit of anxiety, accidentally let slip my deepest, most awkward secret to someone I haven’t spoken to in years. like, why would they even think that was a good idea? now every time I see their clavicle poking out in a cute outfit, I have to fight the urge to shout, “that was my moment!” it’s truly...