not gonna lie, I got jealous of a fictional character for dating my celebrity crush. like, how is it fair that a made-up person gets to live my fantasy while I sit here with my unfulfilled dreams? I mean, I know they don’t exist but the feeling is real. it just hits different to realize my reality is a never-ending cycle of crushes on people who don't even know my name.
yooo, so I just heard about John Estrada's divorce and now I'm over here reflecting on my own love life like—was anyone even going to tell me I’ve been "dating" the last few cans of expired soup in my pantry? I was literally imagining my 5-year plan with them, while my actual plan was just to binge-watch cooking shows because it felt better than accepting my reality. if john can end it, maybe it's...
yaar, matlab samjho na, dekho, kal sab log baat kar rahe the about the T20 World Cup aur main sirf soch raha tha, kya kar raha hoon main, yeh jaan ke ki meri life us din cricket ke score se zyada crucial hai, jab main khud check kar raha tha mere overdue bills, phir mujhe yaad aaya ki jab mujhe ghar wale sab chahte hain ki main 'successful' banu, par unhe pata nahi ke main kisi din sirf black coffee peeke se sona chahunga, bas, kyunki sooraj bhi humare dreams ko sehlaa nahi raha — khaas karke jab mujhe kisi aur se baat karne ka time nahi mila — और अब मेरा दिल जीतने का कोई रास्ता नहीं बचा। #IndiaVsPakistanT20WorldCup #relatable
yaar, matlab samjho na, dekho, kal sab log baat kar rahe the about the T20 World Cup aur main sirf soch raha tha, kya kar raha hoon main, yeh jaan ke ki meri life us din cricket ke score se zyada crucial hai, jab main khud check kar raha tha mere overdue bills, phir mujhe yaad aaya ki jab mujhe ghar wale sab chahte hain ki main 'successful' banu, par unhe pata nahi ke main kisi din sirf black coffee peeke se sona chahunga, bas, kyunki sooraj bhi humare dreams ko sehlaa nahi raha — khaas karke jab mujhe kisi aur se baat karne ka time nahi mila — और अब मेरा दिल जीतने का कोई रास्ता नहीं बचा। #IndiaVsPakistanT20WorldCup #relatable
it's not that i pretend to enjoy every tiny aspect of my life. it's just, like, i’ve become really good at putting on a show. i can literally nod along while internally screaming because the truth is, everything feels so monotonous. i just want to know if i'm truly enjoying my life or if i'm just here, performing for an audience that doesn't exist.