not gonna lie, family gatherings feel like I’m auditioning for a role in a tragicomic play where my life choices are up for debate. every smile feels like a tick mark on a scorecard where my siblings are the golden children, and I'm the uninvited cousin showing up in sweatpants and a bowl of ramen. I can’t keep pretending that I’m not sweating bullets while they interrogate my job prospects like I...
it's 2am and i just realized i never invite anyone over anymore. it’s not even about them leaving. it’s about the FEAR of them seeing me crumble and deciding they’re too good for this... so i keep it all in, like a well-curated museum nobody visits.
sevilla vs alavés. funny how that feels more real than my own life. hundred contacts in my phone, but here I am, eating maggi for dinner alone, nobody to talk to about job struggles or the awkward moments with relatives. घर वाले समझते नहीं when I say I'm laid off. “achha, just find another job na,” they say. but can anyone actually get me? life is a match where everyone seems to play, but I'm stuck watching from the sidelines, wishing someone would just notice me. #SevillaVsAlavs #relatable
sevilla vs alavés. funny how that feels more real than my own life. hundred contacts in my phone, but here I am, eating maggi for dinner alone, nobody to talk to about job struggles or the awkward moments with relatives. घर वाले समझते नहीं when I say I'm laid off. “achha, just find another job na,” they say. but can anyone actually get me? life is a match where everyone seems to play, but I'm stuck watching from the sidelines, wishing someone would just notice me. #SevillaVsAlavs #relatable
it's not that i'm bitter or anything. it's just weird seeing friends throwing housewarming parties while i'm still hunting for spare change under my couch cushions. everyone's posting pics of new cars and vacations, meanwhile, my idea of a splurge is buying an extra cup of coffee. guess they skipped the "adulting" lessons on living with crippling debt and constant panic. sometimes, i just want to ...