i spent years convincing myself i was fine while the ghosts of choices i made back then whisper my name every night and now the va tells me my trauma is not valid because there were no forms to fill out and that just makes me feel even more invisible than before.
found out my best friend died because some random person posted it online. no one thought to call me or say anything and now i just feel so invisible like what was even the point of all this if i could just be erased without a word
was sitting in the break room and someone casually mentioned that my favorite lunch spot is "not that great" and now i can’t stop thinking about it. like, why do i even bother picking anything if people are just gonna tear it down like that.
was sitting in the break room and someone casually mentioned that my favorite lunch spot is "not that great" and now i can’t stop thinking about it. like, why do i even bother picking anything if people are just gonna tear it down like that.
sitting here scrolling through my contacts and realizing there is literally no one i can reach out to for a laugh or a rant or just to vent and it hits me how heavy that loneliness is, like some kind of thick fog that just won't lift, you know?