the other day at the grocery store i thought it would be funny to jokingly say “i'll just add that to my tab” when they asked for my total but the cashier stared at me like i was from another planet and all i could do was awkwardly laugh while she just shook her head.
i was trying to impress someone at a party and accidentally asked them if they were into "classical antiques" instead of "classic rock," then awkwardly followed it up with a rant about the significance of wooden furniture in the 17th century. like who even cares about that, and now i look like a total weirdo.
i spent years convincing myself i was fine while the ghosts of choices i made back then whisper my name every night and now the va tells me my trauma is not valid because there were no forms to fill out and that just makes me feel even more invisible than before.
i spent years convincing myself i was fine while the ghosts of choices i made back then whisper my name every night and now the va tells me my trauma is not valid because there were no forms to fill out and that just makes me feel even more invisible than before.
found out my best friend died because some random person posted it online. no one thought to call me or say anything and now i just feel so invisible like what was even the point of all this if i could just be erased without a word