kuch din pehle, gautam gambhir ka duck sun ke yaad aaya, jab meri life bhi aise hi lagti hai. kisi waqt, main bhi ek chhoti si victory ka intezaar kar raha tha, par sab kuch bekaar hota gaya. do saal se naye sheher mein akele hoon, roz ghar aata hoon, bas khud se baatein karta hoon. kisi ko pata nahi, par yeh tanhai mujhe bekaar banati ja rahi hai. kya main bhi kabhi run kar paunga? #GautamGambhi...
literally spent thirty minutes pretending to plan my future when all I could think about was how much I owe on a credit card no one knows about. sometimes I catch myself smiling at people, and in my head, I’m just praying the car holds together for another month.
literally told my friends I had a prior engagement just so I didn’t have to go out. actually, my engagement was just a three-hour binge of sitting in silence with my houseplants, pretending they want to hear about my day. it feels ridiculous but the thought of pretending to be interested in their lives while mine feels like a black hole is exhausting. it’s kind of wild that the plants seem like they care more than people do.
literally told my friends I had a prior engagement just so I didn’t have to go out. actually, my engagement was just a three-hour binge of sitting in silence with my houseplants, pretending they want to hear about my day. it feels ridiculous but the thought of pretending to be interested in their lives while mine feels like a black hole is exhausting. it’s kind of wild that the plants seem like they care more than people do.
sometimes i scroll through social media and see friends posting about their latest fitness goals, flexing at the gym, while i can’t even commit to a daily walk. i want to feel inspired but honestly, it just hits different when everyone looks strong and capable while i can barely keep my sneakers on. why does it feel like the only weight i’m lifting is the one on my shoulders? #comparisonitis #stru...