i stood in front of the mirror—remembering that time i spent two hours debating if i should wear a sweater or a jacket and just never went out at all because i couldn’t shake the feeling of not belonging anywhere—now i can barely remember the last time i felt like i could just be with someone without worrying if they even want to see me.
sat in the emergency room and when they asked for an emergency contact i just sat there. five years in this city and not one name to give, guess thats how it goes.
i went to the store and stood in the middle of the aisle for like five minutes trying to remember what i came for and all i could think about was how ridiculous it is that i can memorize random lyrics but can't recall basic things like grocery items. the worst part is now i am stuck feeling like a total mess because i just walked out with nothing.
i went to the store and stood in the middle of the aisle for like five minutes trying to remember what i came for and all i could think about was how ridiculous it is that i can memorize random lyrics but can't recall basic things like grocery items. the worst part is now i am stuck feeling like a total mess because i just walked out with nothing.
so last week i thought i was being clever and sent a text meant for my friend about how my favorite pizza place was "sooo good" to my grandma instead and her response was just "i don't eat pizza, dear" like wow great timing on the delivery there. i died a little inside and then felt like i was in a sitcom where the punchline is your life choices.