so i unsent a message—thought it would make things easier—but then they hit me with "i saw it" like it was a knife to the gut. why did i even try to act casual after triple texting, pretending my phone got hacked or something? it’s like now i’m sitting here waiting for their reply, the silence feeling heavier than ever—every notification sends my heart racing, but deep down, i’m just bracing for i...
day 47 of scrolling through social media, where everyone seems to be cheering on Getafe versus Villarreal, and I can't help but think I could host a funeral for my once vibrant social life. everyone celebrates their teams but nobody cheers for me when I sit alone on a Friday night, staring at my phone with hundreds of contacts but zero conversations, wondering if anybody even knows how deep the lo...
it's not that i'm jealous of tristan stubbs making headlines, it's just that when he succeeds, i think about all the moments i let pass by. like that time i almost signed up for that art class and backed out at the last minute—what if it was the thing that changed my life? now, watching all this excitement in sports, i'm stuck at home with paint drying on a canvas i can't bring myself to finish, wondering if anyone would even notice if i just disappeared into a world of paint fumes and bad decisions. what a mess. #TristanStubbs #ArtStruggles
it's not that i'm jealous of tristan stubbs making headlines, it's just that when he succeeds, i think about all the moments i let pass by. like that time i almost signed up for that art class and backed out at the last minute—what if it was the thing that changed my life? now, watching all this excitement in sports, i'm stuck at home with paint drying on a canvas i can't bring myself to finish, wondering if anyone would even notice if i just disappeared into a world of paint fumes and bad decisions. what a mess. #TristanStubbs #ArtStruggles
इस बार, मैं अपने दोस्तों के साथ डिनर नहीं जा पा रही हूँ क्योंकि मुझे ऐसा लगता है कि मैं कर्ज में डूबी हूँ। मैंने कभी नहीं सोचा था कि मैं पैसे के लिए लड़ाई करूँगी, लेकिन यहाँ मैं हूँ, इंस्टाग्राम पर सबकी शादियाँ देखकर। लोग सोचते हैं कि मैं अच्छी कमाई कर रही हूँ, लेकिन असल में, मैं हर महीने वही पुरानी चिंता से जूझती हूँ। जैसे, किसी ने मुझसे विश्वास तोड़ा हो। #MarseilleVsStrasbourg #RealTalk