it's not that i don't want to talk to anyone. it's just... i scrolled through my contacts, and honestly, i felt like a ghost in my own life. literally hundreds of names staring back at me, but nobody to call when everything feels heavy. i sacrificed everything to come here, hoping for a better future, but now i'm questioning if it was worth it. sometimes, i wonder if anyone would even notice if i ...
i saw this wedding video, and it was like a small film production. 50 lakhs, seriously? meanwhile, here i am scrolling through my savings thinking of how to justify spending on anything. like, yaar, if only i could magically manifest a bigger bank account or at least the courage to admit to my family i’m just barely getting by. it's hard to watch everyone live this lavish life while i'm still tryi...
so i unsent a message—thought it would make things easier—but then they hit me with "i saw it" like it was a knife to the gut. why did i even try to act casual after triple texting, pretending my phone got hacked or something? it’s like now i’m sitting here waiting for their reply, the silence feeling heavier than ever—every notification sends my heart racing, but deep down, i’m just bracing for impact. if only i could hit rewind, but life isn’t like the last game—everything feels like a final score, and right now, i feel like i’m losing. #Filgoal #RelationshipChaos
so i unsent a message—thought it would make things easier—but then they hit me with "i saw it" like it was a knife to the gut. why did i even try to act casual after triple texting, pretending my phone got hacked or something? it’s like now i’m sitting here waiting for their reply, the silence feeling heavier than ever—every notification sends my heart racing, but deep down, i’m just bracing for impact. if only i could hit rewind, but life isn’t like the last game—everything feels like a final score, and right now, i feel like i’m losing. #Filgoal #RelationshipChaos
day 47 of scrolling through social media, where everyone seems to be cheering on Getafe versus Villarreal, and I can't help but think I could host a funeral for my once vibrant social life. everyone celebrates their teams but nobody cheers for me when I sit alone on a Friday night, staring at my phone with hundreds of contacts but zero conversations, wondering if anybody even knows how deep the lo...