just realized my spotify wrapped is basically a cry for help. it is like an autobiography of loneliness wrapped in the illusion of having friends. there’s literally no one who gets the deeper cuts I jam to—only strangers with the same playlists in my contacts but no one to call when I'm low. honestly, who knew "americano" could remind me of my isolation and give me major regrets about adult life c...
the way that news about the fa cup brings my mood down, knowing my family will only ask why i didn’t bet money on it - like i even have money after paying bills, yaar, matlab samjho na, they act like my salary is some magic treasure trove. they don't get that every paycheck disappears faster than i can say “let's watch the match.” it’s a mess - the real match is me trying to keep a smile on my fac...
yooo, the other day my aunt cornered me at the family reunion asking how i stay so put together with all the stress she sees in my eyes. meanwhile, i'm just trying to act like i didn't secretly burn through my savings on that “urgent” online class about artisan cheese-making. when everyone else is discussing their fancy new jobs, i'm over here thinking, "if only they knew i'm just a level up from eating ramen straight from the pot every night." funny thing is, that class never even happened, and now i just have a credit card bill that could haunt me for eternity.
yooo, the other day my aunt cornered me at the family reunion asking how i stay so put together with all the stress she sees in my eyes. meanwhile, i'm just trying to act like i didn't secretly burn through my savings on that “urgent” online class about artisan cheese-making. when everyone else is discussing their fancy new jobs, i'm over here thinking, "if only they knew i'm just a level up from eating ramen straight from the pot every night." funny thing is, that class never even happened, and now i just have a credit card bill that could haunt me for eternity.
i literally can’t sleep because my brain is stuck on that time someone borrowed my favorite book and never gave it back. honestly, the fact that they are out there reading my favorite lines like it’s nothing makes me want to start a one-person revenge saga. every lost page feels like a little piece of me has vanished. #BookThief #Unforgiven