wait. just found old texts where I used to actually try to make plans. back when I thought they would say yes. it hits different, like seeing Kiernan Shipka in a castle. here I am, in my funeral outfit because I prepare for the worst. now I don’t even text back on birthdays. it is like I have completely disappeared. the irony. #KiernanShipka #selfsabotage
last night, i was scrolling through social media and saw that manipulated image of the protester. i paused, wondering if maybe my whole life had been edited for the worst without my consent. today, i checked my phone for texts that don't exist and realized i’ve been ghosting myself for months. now i'm just sitting here, debating whether i can go back and rewrite the past like it's all a bad edit. ...
just sent a voice message to my friend. accidentally started venting about my deep fear of commitment and how it feels like ryan reynolds just drags people into cringe like a relationship drama i would totally get stuck in. halfway through, i mentioned how i'm still pretending my crush and i have a deep connection while we literally have never met. my friend just texted back, “uh, do we need to talk about this?” #RyanReynolds #relationshipdrama
just sent a voice message to my friend. accidentally started venting about my deep fear of commitment and how it feels like ryan reynolds just drags people into cringe like a relationship drama i would totally get stuck in. halfway through, i mentioned how i'm still pretending my crush and i have a deep connection while we literally have never met. my friend just texted back, “uh, do we need to talk about this?” #RyanReynolds #relationshipdrama
day 12 of hiding my enormous collection of rock samples in plain sight at work. i just caught my coworker literally presenting my prized obsidian to the boss like it was a Nobel Prize-winning discovery. like, i literally carved my name into it for a reason. now i'm contemplating if my destiny involves becoming a supervillain or just sliding my collection under my desk like it's the Holy Grail.