i saw that muchova won and honestly felt a twinge of jealousy. not because of her talent but because every time someone celebrates a victory, it reminds me of the victories i’m supposed to have but don’t. sitting here, pretending i have my life together while still wearing clothes i bought years ago and eating instant noodles for dinner. all i really want is to celebrate something real for once. #...
mera dil keh raha tha ke mujhe is weekend kuchh naya karna hai, par woh 'strasbourg' match dekhne ki jagah family gathering ke liye bula liya. aur yeh toh bas shuruat thi — ghar aate hi cousin ke ‘achhe banne’ ki baatein shuru, jabki main bas kaam se thaka hua hoon aur dafa karna chahta tha. tumhe pata hai, unhe kabhi pata hi nahi chalta ke woh ek ‘aur din, aur bardaasht’ ke beech mein kuchh aisa ...
not gonna lie, i bought a fancy bottle of essential oil on sale, even though i can’t remember the last time i even used the one from last year. do i need it? absolutely not. but something about the way it was marked down made me feel like i was winning at life, even if i still have no idea how to use it. who knew saving money could feel so much like throwing it away? #retailtherapy #essentialoiladdict
not gonna lie, i bought a fancy bottle of essential oil on sale, even though i can’t remember the last time i even used the one from last year. do i need it? absolutely not. but something about the way it was marked down made me feel like i was winning at life, even if i still have no idea how to use it. who knew saving money could feel so much like throwing it away? #retailtherapy #essentialoiladdict
it’s three a.m. and I am meticulously organizing my collection of unopened hotel toiletries — because apparently, I thought I was starting a luxury spa at home. Day thirty-two of pretending I have my life together, but instead I am just sitting on the floor in pajamas, surrounded by miniature shampoo bottles like they owe me something. I look in the mirror and realize the only spa day I’m ever get...