so my disability benefits got denied because i posted a picture of me smiling at a park, apparently happiness means im not disabled now, guess i should just stop living, right?
i picked up a paintbrush for the first time in years and it felt like a conversation with an old friend, but now my hands feel clumsy and i keep looking at the mess on the canvas instead of seeing anything beautiful, just like my head feels full of everything i'm missing in life but can't quite reach out for, it's exhausting.
i seriously thought i had ruined everything when that painting was rejected — my heart dropped and then today i get the call that it was selected for a gallery showing. cannot believe it actually worked out.
i seriously thought i had ruined everything when that painting was rejected — my heart dropped and then today i get the call that it was selected for a gallery showing. cannot believe it actually worked out.
tried to get into gardening cause it seemed relaxing and rewarding but the soil was rocky and nothing is growing like, at all. now i have these sad little plants that just look lost and my hopes are sinking like they’re buried too.