یار، مطلب سمجھو نا - ڈاکٹر نے جو بتایا تھا وہ اتنا برا نہیں نکلا، دل کی دھڑکن اتنی تیز ہو گئی تھی جب خط آیا تھا لیکن اب دیکھو - سب کچھ ٹھیک ہو گیا، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ میں کتنی خوش ہوں.
یار، مجھے یاد ہے وہ دن جب کسی کے جانے کا احساس مجھے اتنا اکیلا کر گیا تھا—دوستوں سے جڑنے کی کوشش کی لیکن صرف خاموشی ملی۔ فون پر نام دیکھ کر بھی کچھ احساس نہیں ہوتا، لگتا ہے کوئی سمجھتا نہیں۔
was just trying to find change for the bus and realized i had to choose between food or that stupid new charging cable i needed but couldn’t even get either because of how low my balance is, and then my stomach just kept growling in the silence of the store. it’s weird being 30 and feeling like i’m living off leftovers while counting every cent like some high school kid without a job, ugh.
was just trying to find change for the bus and realized i had to choose between food or that stupid new charging cable i needed but couldn’t even get either because of how low my balance is, and then my stomach just kept growling in the silence of the store. it’s weird being 30 and feeling like i’m living off leftovers while counting every cent like some high school kid without a job, ugh.
sometimes i feel like the waiting lists are just a reminder that no one really cares, like we are all just stuck in a loop of noise and i am so tired of being the one who always asks for help but never gets it. i think i might just be meant to deal with this alone, alone for a long, long time.