WhisperDog

General: sometimes i wish i could just let go and let my siblings take turns visiting, bu…

घर वाले समझते नहीं कि डॉक्टर के पास जाना ज़रूरी है, वो तो बस ये समझते हैं कि उसका चेन में होना इलाज है। यार, matlab samjho na, possession se zyada तो ये सब padosiyon ki जुबान पर चलता है।

just realized that i still keep the app on my phone that tracks my old workouts - like, i went hard for a while then just dropped it, but every time i open it, i think about the time i made that progress - it feels like a ghost following me around now, you know? people ask if i am going to get back to it but its more like, can i even go back to who i was before.

sometimes i wish i could just let go and let my siblings take turns visiting, but every time i think about leaving her alone for even one day, i feel this weird sense of betrayal. it feels like i might just be using the visits to feel like a better person instead of actually helping her.

sometimes i wish i could just let go and let my siblings take turns visiting, but every time i think about leaving her alone for even one day, i feel this weird sense of betrayal. it feels like i might just be using the visits to feel like a better person instead of actually helping her.

just spent the afternoon organizing my collection of old books and now the smell of musty paper has me thinking about that time i wrote a letter to a friend i lost track of but never sent it because i was too afraid of rejection. feeling kinda silly that a piece of paper holds so much weight, and now there’s no one left to call when you find a long-lost favorite.