yooo, I just checked the scorecard for the England vs West Indies match and it hit me harder than my latest midlife crisis. here I am, obsessively tracking every run and boundary while I can't even track the minutes of my own day. like, I’m spending all my time performing my ‘life’ for others – always the clown, always the dependable one – but when I look in the mirror alone, it's just a stranger ...
it's not that i want to catch feelings, it's just... something about how he tossed that baseball around made my heart do weird flips. every time he says he doesn't do relationships, it hits different, you know? like, i finally revealed my thoughts about "maybe" taking things seriously, and he looked at me like i was speaking a different language, but still, there was a spark in his eye. honestly, ...
day 47 of avoiding my family's questions about my job. they asked me if my ‘project’ was going well, while all i can think about is how the only thing thriving is the sourdough starter on my counter. everyone else is pairing up, getting engaged, posting pictures of double dates, while i sit alone, literally binge-watching documentaries about failed relationships. honestly, i don’t even know who i am without him anymore. it’s like losing your shadow and realizing the light was never meant to be shared. #RostonChase #existentialcrisis
day 47 of avoiding my family's questions about my job. they asked me if my ‘project’ was going well, while all i can think about is how the only thing thriving is the sourdough starter on my counter. everyone else is pairing up, getting engaged, posting pictures of double dates, while i sit alone, literally binge-watching documentaries about failed relationships. honestly, i don’t even know who i am without him anymore. it’s like losing your shadow and realizing the light was never meant to be shared. #RostonChase #existentialcrisis
not gonna lie, every time my parents ask about my savings, it feels like they’re interrogating me on a crime I didn’t commit. like, do they know I have more loans than they can even fathom? yaar, matlab samjho na, I'm just trying to keep my head above water, pretending everything is okay while life feels like a never-ending grind. every time I log into my account, I think about how I’m just trying...