literally, the other day, I caught myself smiling at an old video of my friends and me, all laughing at absolutely nothing. honestly, I realized the last time I felt that way was... I don't even remember. so many contacts on my phone—but not a single one I could call when the weight feels heavy. I thought about reaching out—but what do you even say? "hey, I’m lonely but I’m still here?"—yeah, grea...
wait, i just saw there were no jackpot winners on the lotto and all i could think was, what if i finally tried my luck and realized i was the real problem all along? like, while i sat there contemplating my life choices, the universe threw me a sign — my cereal box was empty too. was i supposed to buy a ticket or figure out my life? instead, i just googled how to cook rice and still burned it. so ...
day 27 of pretending to be fine, I went to a bar wearing shoes so scuffed they could pass for a mop—ordered the cheapest drink like I was buying myself a gold watch. every laugh from the group felt like a spotlight, shining on my empty bank account and the pile of unopened bills at home. just yesterday, I listened to my coworker brag about their latest trip while I was calculating how long I could survive on instant noodles. thought I was doing great, but I just got an alert about a missed payment—I never knew shame could feel so heavy. #CyrusMargono #adulting
day 27 of pretending to be fine, I went to a bar wearing shoes so scuffed they could pass for a mop—ordered the cheapest drink like I was buying myself a gold watch. every laugh from the group felt like a spotlight, shining on my empty bank account and the pile of unopened bills at home. just yesterday, I listened to my coworker brag about their latest trip while I was calculating how long I could survive on instant noodles. thought I was doing great, but I just got an alert about a missed payment—I never knew shame could feel so heavy. #CyrusMargono #adulting
wait, i just saw all this drama with the whole peter mandelson thing. funny enough, it reminds me of the time i tried to stage a "team bonding" exercise at work and accidentally sent the invite to the entire company. everyone showed up expecting a seminar on productivity. i just ended up awkwardly talking about my cat while avoiding eye contact with my boss who was visibly disappointed. now i keep...