i literally miss the feeling of having extra cash to spend on stupid stuff, like books or concerts, but no one gets that when you send home money every month it feels like your whole life is just working to make someone else's dreams come true. i sit here eating rice and beans, and sometimes i just wish someone would ask me what i want for a change, you know?
i just saw a picture of a friend in the bahamas and i forgot how to feel like even my one small trip to the coast last year was such a hassle and my studio apartment is like a prison with its peeling paint and the hum of the fridge is my only soundtrack while they are living their best life and sometimes i wonder if my salary of thirty thousand even means anything in the grand scheme of everyone's...
just realized my favorite mug has been in the dishwasher so many times it’s practically unrecognizable now. kind of weird how a little ceramic can make me feel so off about my mornings, like am i even awake if i don’t get to see it first?
just realized my favorite mug has been in the dishwasher so many times it’s practically unrecognizable now. kind of weird how a little ceramic can make me feel so off about my mornings, like am i even awake if i don’t get to see it first?
so i was trying to be all clever and sent a flirty text to my crush but it went to my mom instead, and she replied “thanks for the compliment honey but i’m not looking for anything serious right now” and i just wanted to disappear forever.