woke up this morning to the smell of burnt toast from last night's batch of expired bread i was too tired to throw out - made coffee and found a note in the fridge from my roommate saying he won the scratch-off again and i just sat there looking at it while calculating how many more waiting list forums i could scan before work.
so the other day at the grocery store i thought i was on mute and accidentally asked the cashier if she thought my cabbage was trying to escape or if i was just projecting - it was so quiet and everyone turned to look at me like what is wrong with this person, just wanted to disappear right then.
sometimes i look at the tiny space in my closet where i shoved all my high school art projects and think maybe if i had shared more of those, i wouldn't feel so invisible now.
sometimes i look at the tiny space in my closet where i shoved all my high school art projects and think maybe if i had shared more of those, i wouldn't feel so invisible now.
सच में यार, कल रात देखा मैंने पिज्जा का ऑनलाइन ऑर्डर करने का मन था लेकिन एक सस्ता पिज्जा भी नहीं ले सकता था, घर वाले समझते नहीं। फिर मैंने फ्रीजर से बचे हुए पास्ता खा लिया, कोई समझता नहीं कि कितना मुश्किल है ये सब।