it's not that I spend too much time rearranging my spice rack by country of origin, it's just... like, I realized I literally do that because I have no one to share a kitchen with anymore. I can literally name every seasoning in my collection but could not tell you the last time I felt a real connection. It's bizarre how I have hundreds of contacts but nobody who understands that I talk to my plan...
you ever just stare at a paint can and think about how it holds more potential than your entire life—like, you could slap some colors on a canvas and somehow feel accomplished, but really you're just standing there, painting over regrets that won't wash away—so you buy more brushes and end up with more unfinished canvases than friends and wonder if you should really just embrace being the weird ar...
not gonna lie, I spent last weekend trying to learn to juggle. figured I could fill the void of my ex with something... challenging. instead, I just dropped a bunch of oranges and felt more alone than ever. watching everyone couple up, while I’m here creating my own circus act, is somehow the most relatable heartbreak I’ve felt. guess I’m just the unpaid performer in my own life. #AbrarAhmed #existentialcrisis
not gonna lie, I spent last weekend trying to learn to juggle. figured I could fill the void of my ex with something... challenging. instead, I just dropped a bunch of oranges and felt more alone than ever. watching everyone couple up, while I’m here creating my own circus act, is somehow the most relatable heartbreak I’ve felt. guess I’m just the unpaid performer in my own life. #AbrarAhmed #existentialcrisis
wait, so i just spent my last five dollars on a cactus that supposedly brings good luck, because the guy at the shop looked like he knew about life, and now i have to explain to my landlord why i can’t pay rent but i do have this weird prickly plant named ‘Felix’ that’s thriving on the windowsill and definitely judging me for my life choices. i can’t tell if the universe is punishing me or if it’s...