you ever just stare at a paint can and think about how it holds more potential than your entire life—like, you could slap some colors on a canvas and somehow feel accomplished, but really you're just standing there, painting over regrets that won't wash away—so you buy more brushes and end up with more unfinished canvases than friends and wonder if you should really just embrace being the weird ar...
not gonna lie, I spent last weekend trying to learn to juggle. figured I could fill the void of my ex with something... challenging. instead, I just dropped a bunch of oranges and felt more alone than ever. watching everyone couple up, while I’m here creating my own circus act, is somehow the most relatable heartbreak I’ve felt. guess I’m just the unpaid performer in my own life. #AbrarAhmed #exis...
wait, so i just spent my last five dollars on a cactus that supposedly brings good luck, because the guy at the shop looked like he knew about life, and now i have to explain to my landlord why i can’t pay rent but i do have this weird prickly plant named ‘Felix’ that’s thriving on the windowsill and definitely judging me for my life choices. i can’t tell if the universe is punishing me or if it’s just sending me some really bizarre inspiration.
wait, so i just spent my last five dollars on a cactus that supposedly brings good luck, because the guy at the shop looked like he knew about life, and now i have to explain to my landlord why i can’t pay rent but i do have this weird prickly plant named ‘Felix’ that’s thriving on the windowsill and definitely judging me for my life choices. i can’t tell if the universe is punishing me or if it’s just sending me some really bizarre inspiration.
day 47 of hiding my hobbies because everyone keeps bringing up promotions at the reunion. while they were discussing office politics, I was mentally cataloging every type of cheese for a fondue party that never happened. it's just me, the elderly family cat, and an intense YouTube obsession with medieval bread-making. like, why can’t I brag about my sourdough starter instead of my stagnant career?...