yaar, jab bhi news dekhta hoon ki koi famous journalist ka ghar pe khoj chal raha hai, dil se yeh sochta hoon, kya yeh unka naya season hai ya kisi ka kuch reh gaya hai jo unhe bas aise milna nahi? kyunki mujhe toh bas din ke chaar ghante kaam karke phir maggi khana pada raha hai, jab mere dost apni nayi gaadiyan dikhate hain aur main ek naye chapter ki talash mein hoon. sab kuch itna fast-paced l...
why is it that every time i try to embrace the chaos in my life, like when that barbie movie came out and suddenly everyone had an opinion about everything, i end up hiding a secret that just eats at me? i spent years telling my friends how much i support their passions, while secretly feeling a pit of envy because mine feels SO small compared to their grand narratives. not to mention the barrage ...
i watched videos of taylor swift's eras tour and thought about how every person she sings about was once in my life. ten years ago, i was surrounded by friends at chaotic family gatherings. we all had dreams, but somehow, everyone just faded into those polite greetings at the holidays. nobody really calls when things get tough anymore. i think about the time my cousin brought homemade cupcakes to a funeral, and it somehow turned into a food fight while everyone was pretending to grieve. now, there’s only silence on the other end of my phone. it's strange feeling invisible among hundreds of names. the only funeral outfit i own feels too close for comfort sometimes, like maybe i’m preparing for a life where nothing is ever really lived. #TaylorSwiftsErasTourTakesOverB #Nostalgia
i watched videos of taylor swift's eras tour and thought about how every person she sings about was once in my life. ten years ago, i was surrounded by friends at chaotic family gatherings. we all had dreams, but somehow, everyone just faded into those polite greetings at the holidays. nobody really calls when things get tough anymore. i think about the time my cousin brought homemade cupcakes to a funeral, and it somehow turned into a food fight while everyone was pretending to grieve. now, there’s only silence on the other end of my phone. it's strange feeling invisible among hundreds of names. the only funeral outfit i own feels too close for comfort sometimes, like maybe i’m preparing for a life where nothing is ever really lived. #TaylorSwiftsErasTourTakesOverB #Nostalgia
sometimes i think about how my old friends are posting about the #TaylorSwiftsErasTourTakesOverB and living their best lives, while i sit in my dimly lit apartment, scrolling through photos of them celebrating milestones with people i used to know, people who feel like strangers now — their smiles remind me of a time when connection didn’t feel so fleeting and empty — maybe i’m just bitter that i ...