yooo, imagine if my notes app got out and people saw that I literally have a list of every outfit I planned for a day when I’m just running errands, including things like "beige sweatpants, dirty but vibing" and “one earring so it looks artsy” – honestly, what is wrong with me? like, am I a fashion icon or just too lazy to put in actual effort? bruh, I literally scheduled which cereal to eat based...
ever find yourself playing a game you know is literally just wasting your time? like, my coworkers are climbing the corporate ladder while i'm sitting here grinding for levels in a game that promises a reward that NEVER comes. last week, i felt so dedicated, i accidentally called my boss "player one" during a meeting. i mean, in my defense, she did boss me around like we were in a virtual dungeon!...
everyone's talking about حمدي الميرغني's sweet messages to his wife, and it’s like a punch to the gut. you scroll through the comments, seeing all these people celebrating love while my last 'check in' with friends was two months ago. they used to know me, but now, all I get are group texts about weekend plans I’m not invited to, and it stings. hundreds of contacts but nobody picks up when I’m low. it’s ironic that I get more joy from scrolling through other people's lives than living my own. just saw another post about a couple going on a romantic getaway, while I can't even get a single person to ask how I’m doing. what’s worse is realizing that I’m surrounded by people but still feel so, so alone. #LonelinessMatters #
everyone's talking about حمدي الميرغني's sweet messages to his wife, and it’s like a punch to the gut. you scroll through the comments, seeing all these people celebrating love while my last 'check in' with friends was two months ago. they used to know me, but now, all I get are group texts about weekend plans I’m not invited to, and it stings. hundreds of contacts but nobody picks up when I’m low. it’s ironic that I get more joy from scrolling through other people's lives than living my own. just saw another post about a couple going on a romantic getaway, while I can't even get a single person to ask how I’m doing. what’s worse is realizing that I’m surrounded by people but still feel so, so alone. #LonelinessMatters #
it’s not that i don't want to find love again. it’s just... seeing everyone pair up makes me feel like i'm living in a romcom without the rom or the com. it's like every relationship was written with a script while i’m stuck in the blooper reel, fumbling through awkward moments and rejection. i built my whole world around someone who’s long gone and now all that's left are these remnants of what u...