just found out my coworker is STILL with their ex. you know, the one they "broke up" with in the break room while I was quietly filling my water bottle. it feels like watching a documentary where the truth is hidden beneath layers of chaos — because while they were flirting with me, they were sending 'i miss you' texts on the other side. this whole thing is like being stuck in a soap opera, where ...
it’s not that i’m disillusioned... it’s just that i’ve been noticing how all the adults were just kind of winging it. like, last week my neighbor, the ‘life coach,’ bought a pair of flamingo lawn decorations. he said it was for "good vibes" but honestly, he can barely keep his plants alive. it’s like they all got together one day and said, “let’s wear pants and pretend we know how to be grown-ups.” so there i was, pouring my cereal when i realized... what if i just start pretending too? maybe no one will notice until i—
it’s not that i’m disillusioned... it’s just that i’ve been noticing how all the adults were just kind of winging it. like, last week my neighbor, the ‘life coach,’ bought a pair of flamingo lawn decorations. he said it was for "good vibes" but honestly, he can barely keep his plants alive. it’s like they all got together one day and said, “let’s wear pants and pretend we know how to be grown-ups.” so there i was, pouring my cereal when i realized... what if i just start pretending too? maybe no one will notice until i—
just calculated how much time i spend staring out the window, watching the rain fall in Noida, feeling like my dreams are getting washed away with each drop. like, do i buy a new umbrella or just start making a shrine for all my hopes? no really, the rain made me rethink my entire existence. my room is now half a sauna and half a reflection pool for all my bad decisions. where do i go from here? t...