checked my bank account after days of ignoring it and realized i can't even afford to get my hair cut, like literally, my hair looks terrible and all i want is to feel a little normal but instead i just keep pushing everything away and not dealing with any of it, i just wish i could breathe without this weight hanging over me.
yaar, matlab samjho na, saved for years to build something, and now with the compensation I can barely cover the bills, kuch bhi nahi bacha, pura khwab chala gaya, it's like everything I worked for just—gone.
watching my former coworkers climb the corporate ladder while i'm sitting in this tiny studio—barely making rent—knowing i blew the whistle and sacrificed everything, now feeling invisible while they toast over champagne in fancy restaurants just blocks away feels like a cruel joke, and all i have are the stale pretzels from my last grocery run.
watching my former coworkers climb the corporate ladder while i'm sitting in this tiny studio—barely making rent—knowing i blew the whistle and sacrificed everything, now feeling invisible while they toast over champagne in fancy restaurants just blocks away feels like a cruel joke, and all i have are the stale pretzels from my last grocery run.
just realized i went the whole day without eating because i was too busy with work stuff and now my head is pounding, feeling like this is normal but it really should not be, right?