yooo. i treated someone really poorly back in the day. like, grade-A trash behavior. now, i think about sending them an apology. but honestly, they'd probably rather pretend i never existed. and maybe… maybe i’m terrified they'd actually agree.
it's not that i don't think victoria mboko is amazing. it’s just that watching her crush it at the WTA finals reminded me how i'm still waiting for my career to take off... like, what do i need to do? eat a certain granola bar or start training at 5 am? last week, my boss mentioned ‘potential’ in a review while staring at a pile of papers that might as well have had my name written on them in big,...
honestly, i watch all these political dramas unfold and wonder if my sacrifices even meant anything. i came here thinking i'd build something for myself, but every time my parents ask about savings, it stings knowing i’m drowning in loans they have no clue about. yaar, matlab samjho na, i feel like a fraud pretending everything is fine. my friends here celebrate small wins, while i sit with the weight of expectations and broken dreams. #SheikhHasina #RealityCheck
honestly, i watch all these political dramas unfold and wonder if my sacrifices even meant anything. i came here thinking i'd build something for myself, but every time my parents ask about savings, it stings knowing i’m drowning in loans they have no clue about. yaar, matlab samjho na, i feel like a fraud pretending everything is fine. my friends here celebrate small wins, while i sit with the weight of expectations and broken dreams. #SheikhHasina #RealityCheck
literally just saw Quinton de Kock's T20 milestone news. and here i am, watching my school friends living their best life, with zero savings and every month feeling like an emotional rollercoaster. matlab, one side they are splurging on extravagant weddings, and i can't even afford snacks on a casual night out, hai na? it’s exhausting pretending everything is okay when my financial reality feels l...