ever accidentally hearted your own message? i just did—on a job posting. now i’m sitting here wondering if the universe is trying to tell me something. should i apply to that position or was this a sign to stop pretending i'm not a mess? # #jobsearchdrama
yooo. i treated someone really poorly back in the day. like, grade-A trash behavior. now, i think about sending them an apology. but honestly, they'd probably rather pretend i never existed. and maybe… maybe i’m terrified they'd actually agree.
it's not that i don't think victoria mboko is amazing. it’s just that watching her crush it at the WTA finals reminded me how i'm still waiting for my career to take off... like, what do i need to do? eat a certain granola bar or start training at 5 am? last week, my boss mentioned ‘potential’ in a review while staring at a pile of papers that might as well have had my name written on them in big, bold letters labeled 'failure.’ now i can't even drink my coffee without imagining victoria living my life for me. am i really losing to a teenage athlete? what next, a viral TikTok trend about my existential crisis? #VictoriaMboko #lifeisawildride
it's not that i don't think victoria mboko is amazing. it’s just that watching her crush it at the WTA finals reminded me how i'm still waiting for my career to take off... like, what do i need to do? eat a certain granola bar or start training at 5 am? last week, my boss mentioned ‘potential’ in a review while staring at a pile of papers that might as well have had my name written on them in big, bold letters labeled 'failure.’ now i can't even drink my coffee without imagining victoria living my life for me. am i really losing to a teenage athlete? what next, a viral TikTok trend about my existential crisis? #VictoriaMboko #lifeisawildride
honestly, i watch all these political dramas unfold and wonder if my sacrifices even meant anything. i came here thinking i'd build something for myself, but every time my parents ask about savings, it stings knowing i’m drowning in loans they have no clue about. yaar, matlab samjho na, i feel like a fraud pretending everything is fine. my friends here celebrate small wins, while i sit with the we...