so i just realized i spent my entire afternoon wrestling with a tube of toothpaste that had clearly declared war on my morning routine and yet, here i am thinking how hilarious it is that i can’t even squeeze a little happiness out of a simple task but somehow i can watch my mom stroke out on video chat from halfway across the world, thanks to a bunch of absurd travel laws that say i might as well...
just had the most insane morning ever, like i was SURE the plumbing issue was going to cost me everything and it turned out to be just a loose valve and wow, now i can finally breathe without that weight on my chest like it's actually kind of mind blowing that life just WORKED OUT for once, can you believe that?
so there i was, staring at the empty savings account, imagining it like a ghost town where the tumbleweeds just shrug at you. and now i have to explain to my partner why we need to skip that vacation we were “saving” for while all i really saved was a crisp twenty from a grocery bag... that’s gone too, probably bet it on a cat race or something.
so there i was, staring at the empty savings account, imagining it like a ghost town where the tumbleweeds just shrug at you. and now i have to explain to my partner why we need to skip that vacation we were “saving” for while all i really saved was a crisp twenty from a grocery bag... that’s gone too, probably bet it on a cat race or something.
every day i sit on this bus and see the same cracked sidewalk by the old grocery store, reminds me of the last time i went to visit my mom and now she can’t even walk. people say things will be okay but it just feels like everything is slowly falling apart and it is so hard to look at the same view every day like it’s all still fine.